And Loves Me So Hopelessly

I highly suggest that you listen to this song first before you read this prompt. (click the photo to listen) "And in the trials You are the strength and provider You were my friend in the fire Jesus, your love was there..." I was a kid born in a God-fearing family. A kid raised in Sunday School, ever familiar with all the Bible characters, memorized the Books of the Bible from Old to New testament. I was that "bright kid", so as most of the adults say. I was that "good kid", so as everyone who met and knew the background I lived in. I was that. Good. Girl. Yet I was still undeserving. I am still a sinful creature in the eyes of God. No matter how hard I wash and cover myself with fig leaves, God still sees the scarlet red of sin bursting out of my soul. I'm unclean. And will forever be unclean, if I did not accepted Christ as my Lord and Savior. Fast forward, January 17, 2021, after years of pretending. After years of hiding my true state, after pret...