Relieved
I thought I can learn to live with it... I thought I can manage to smile it away... But no. Deep inside the trying me, my heart was trying to follow what my mind kept on chanting: You can live without them. You can live by your own self. Just like how you first came into their lives. It was bearable, but every time I remember it, I begin to realize I am so far away from where I last saw myself. I was desperate for healing. and I tried to look for it on the wrong way. I thought it was just a little whispering I had to go through for a short while because wounds are still open and exposed to the air of people and circumstances that continuously bringing pain. I know the truth. Ever since I ever known the Scriptures, I was taught to pray and ask God for the strength as I searched for the missing answers in my life. All along I thought it was as easy as praying when I was a little innocent child. As I grew, I felt the additional inch away from the Lord. I am active in chur...